也许，
真的如她所说的，
那些照片和文章勾起了那些回忆，
而并不是我真的放不下~
也许，
因为白天那些回忆被勾起来了，
晚上才会发那样的梦吧~是所谓的日有所思夜有所梦吧？
说真的，
现在冷静下来，才发现那一切不再像以前一样让我那么心痛难过了~
深刻的，不是感情，仅仅只是那段成为过去的回忆~
昨天，令我那么惊慌失措的，只是那份不可置信吧？
只是没办法相信那些过去仍带着某种影响力~
很庆幸虽然它依然带着影响力但是却没有把我困在过去~^^
Friday, July 30, 2010
Thursday, July 29, 2010
29/7/2010 2
你知道吗？
昨晚我梦见你了~
当我起床后，我多么希望那不是一场梦~
甚至在想，如果我永远都在梦里不要醒来，那该有多好~
当我清醒，恢复理智后，我真的没办法相信我竟然会有那些荒唐到极点的想法~
到底发生了什么事？
为什么我突然对你那么的眷恋？
为什么近来，你的声音，你的身影，都在我脑海里挥散不去？
甚至梦里的你，是那么的真实~
你的温柔，你的体贴，你的笑容，你的声音，你的温暖。。。。
一切的一切，那么的真实，那么的深刻~
为什么？为什么我摆脱不了过去？
明明我已经那么的努力往前进，为什么那些过去还要不断地纠缠着我？？
昨晚我梦见你了~
当我起床后，我多么希望那不是一场梦~
甚至在想，如果我永远都在梦里不要醒来，那该有多好~
当我清醒，恢复理智后，我真的没办法相信我竟然会有那些荒唐到极点的想法~
到底发生了什么事？
为什么我突然对你那么的眷恋？
为什么近来，你的声音，你的身影，都在我脑海里挥散不去？
甚至梦里的你，是那么的真实~
你的温柔，你的体贴，你的笑容，你的声音，你的温暖。。。。
一切的一切，那么的真实，那么的深刻~
为什么？为什么我摆脱不了过去？
明明我已经那么的努力往前进，为什么那些过去还要不断地纠缠着我？？
29/7/2010
我没办法相信，
在那一刻，
我以为早已干枯的眼泪，竟然会再次夺眶而出。。
我以为那段过去早已成为被深深埋藏并且淡忘的记忆，没想到它还是如此深刻且触动我的心。。
是否这几个月来不再想起那段过去只是因为我将所有体力与精神都集中在学业上？？
是否是因为这样，他们才会觉得我真的那么勤力，那么认真，那么注重学业？？
我无法找出答案。。
我回答不了这问题。。
在那一刻，
我以为早已干枯的眼泪，竟然会再次夺眶而出。。
我以为那段过去早已成为被深深埋藏并且淡忘的记忆，没想到它还是如此深刻且触动我的心。。
是否这几个月来不再想起那段过去只是因为我将所有体力与精神都集中在学业上？？
是否是因为这样，他们才会觉得我真的那么勤力，那么认真，那么注重学业？？
我无法找出答案。。
我回答不了这问题。。
Friday, June 25, 2010
25/6/2010
好久没写blog了~
说实在的，我也不知道要写些什么好~
比起以前，现在我的生活是那么的平淡，那么的轻松~
现在除了学业，根本没什么东西好烦的。。
有时我会怀念以前那些忙碌疯狂的日子~
那种学业和乐队两头烧的日子，真的是回想起来都觉得疯狂~
我真的无法想像我到底怎么度过那疯狂无比的五年~
但也因为那些疯狂的日子，我的中学生涯里充满了很多很多非常精彩，难忘的回忆~
也因为那些疯狂与忙碌，所以我很满意我现在的生活，平淡可是却很轻松充实愉快~
说实在的，我也不知道要写些什么好~
比起以前，现在我的生活是那么的平淡，那么的轻松~
现在除了学业，根本没什么东西好烦的。。
有时我会怀念以前那些忙碌疯狂的日子~
那种学业和乐队两头烧的日子，真的是回想起来都觉得疯狂~
我真的无法想像我到底怎么度过那疯狂无比的五年~
但也因为那些疯狂的日子，我的中学生涯里充满了很多很多非常精彩，难忘的回忆~
也因为那些疯狂与忙碌，所以我很满意我现在的生活，平淡可是却很轻松充实愉快~
Thursday, May 27, 2010
27/05/2010
Yesterday i finally get my computing quiz's result...
Better den wat i expected~quite happy about it..
Hope i can do better in my midterm~
Dunno why feels so tired these few days..
Sleep early also no use..
Looks like a panda..
Why ah??
I totally dint burn midnight oil but still looks like a panda..
Can anyone tell me why??
Next week going to have presentation..
But we haven reli prepared our microsoft words and excel for the presentation..
Hope that we can finish it on time with good quality of work..
After presentation is midterm..
Feels that time reli flies~
We're going to wear formal for our presentation..
So, i will be going to bring my camera to college for that whole week and take down pic for my frens..
I guess it will be a special and precious memory for us..
Better den wat i expected~quite happy about it..
Hope i can do better in my midterm~
Dunno why feels so tired these few days..
Sleep early also no use..
Looks like a panda..
Why ah??
I totally dint burn midnight oil but still looks like a panda..
Can anyone tell me why??
Next week going to have presentation..
But we haven reli prepared our microsoft words and excel for the presentation..
Hope that we can finish it on time with good quality of work..
After presentation is midterm..
Feels that time reli flies~
We're going to wear formal for our presentation..
So, i will be going to bring my camera to college for that whole week and take down pic for my frens..
I guess it will be a special and precious memory for us..
Saturday, May 15, 2010
15/5/2010
Yesterday i had a quiz for computing principles..
I think i sot d..
On wed night, i study till 3..
And on thursday night, means the night before the quiz, again i study till 3am.
I only sleep for 2 hours den wake up and go to college..
Quite a number of frens feel tat i reli crazy..It's just a quiz which only contains 5% for this subject, and i take it so seriously, study like crazy..
Actually i also dunno why am i doing this like torturing myself..
Anyway, that's one of my problem..i always take things too seriously even though it is so unnecessary..
It's so lucky that although i only sleep 4 hours on wed and only 2 hours for thurs, i still looks perfectly ok..
But sorry my frens, if i sounds weird or rude or wat..cox my brain seriously not functioning..Most of the time i dun even no wat am i talking abt..
Especially to Kaen~I was fetching him to college and i almost langgar kereta becox of my slow responds..
Paiseh~
I think i sot d..
On wed night, i study till 3..
And on thursday night, means the night before the quiz, again i study till 3am.
I only sleep for 2 hours den wake up and go to college..
Quite a number of frens feel tat i reli crazy..It's just a quiz which only contains 5% for this subject, and i take it so seriously, study like crazy..
Actually i also dunno why am i doing this like torturing myself..
Anyway, that's one of my problem..i always take things too seriously even though it is so unnecessary..
It's so lucky that although i only sleep 4 hours on wed and only 2 hours for thurs, i still looks perfectly ok..
But sorry my frens, if i sounds weird or rude or wat..cox my brain seriously not functioning..Most of the time i dun even no wat am i talking abt..
Especially to Kaen~I was fetching him to college and i almost langgar kereta becox of my slow responds..
Paiseh~
Saturday, April 24, 2010
24/04/2010
Today went for hair cut..
Wanna change hairstyle but dun wanna cut short..
So how le??
Hair also still not long enough to make nice curly hair...
So, i cut fringe..
You know wat??
I looks damn weird with the fringe..>.<
Somemore looks damn childish with that hairstlye..
OMG~
suan liao la..cant change anything..and luckily it's not too ugly..
Wanna change hairstyle but dun wanna cut short..
So how le??
Hair also still not long enough to make nice curly hair...
So, i cut fringe..
You know wat??
I looks damn weird with the fringe..>.<
Somemore looks damn childish with that hairstlye..
OMG~
suan liao la..cant change anything..and luckily it's not too ugly..
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