23/11/2009

Love?
What is love?
I had failed in this field not only once...
I think i won't have the courage to step into it again...
Anyway, i will let the past to be the past...
I will let go of it d...
I wanna say thank you to spm..
You let me concentrate on studies n give me a chance to slowly let go abt the past...

To:my dear frens,
dun need worry abt me d...
I will be ok...Reli ok d...
N thx for helping me n supporting me in these few months..
Thank you...

I am lost...
I dunno wat to do...
I dun even know wat am i doing...
I just remember tat i need to study study n study for SPM n also........................
Wat can i do?
Wat should i do?
I'm now damn emo~~
I'm now in blur blur situation~~

11/11/09

I wish nothing had happen before...
I hope i never know wat's happening...
I just dun wanna know!!!
I hope i wont care abt you...
I hope i wont worry abt you...
I hope i dun emo becox of you...
I hope i wont get hurt just becox of your words...
I hope i wont be crying here just becox of you...

BUT.........

No matter how many times you hurt me,
No matter how many times I cried for you,
No matter how sad or how despressed am i just becox of you,
I'm still standing here right beside you...
Just for you...

I was once trying to leave,
I tried to run away...
But, now, i'm still here...
I wont run away again...
I swear i wont...
No matter how, i will still be here,
Just becox of you...

I dunno who should i believe to....
There are too many things happening around me since the day before graduation day till now...
I'm now reli in a blur blur stage..
I hope to clear my mind..
But i failed to do so...
Wat shall i do??
Just wait n see wat's going on n just do nothing abt it??
I reli dunno wat to do...

Stupid!!

I hate it!!!
I reli hate it so much when you say something like tat!!!
My heart is bleeding...
I wanna cry but i cant even cry..
It's more pek than crying..
I reli hate it so so so so much!!
I feel like wanna slap you!!

7/10/09

Something had happened in a sudden...
N it also ended in a sudden...
Someone had become blur blur n did something tat make him very regret..
I know wat he say to me n wat he had done is becox he's so blur n not realising who is the one he reli cares abt..
But i'm glad tat he wake up n realise his mistake so early..
Hope tat someone can forgive him...
N also hope tat tis mistake wont cox him regret in his rest of his life...

Tomolo will be my graduation day...
I reli cant believe it's the end of my secondary skul life...
Time is flying...
I will miss Kwang Hua...
I will miss my frens especially my classmates...
I love 5S7!!
I know i had spent alot of time for band n almost half a year not in class every year...
But these two years, you all reli gave me many memorable memories...
I will remember you all in the rest of my life!!
GAMBATEH in tomolo's graduation performance!!
5S7 IS THE BEST!!!

1/11/09

有些事我一早就预料到了...
虽然有了心理准备,可是当事情真正摆在眼前时原来是如此难受...
我知道有些朋友不能尽信,但我不想戴上我的面具...
甚至欺骗自己他们是可信的...
我不想再当无知小女孩...
我想学会保护我自己...
过去发生的事我无法去改变,也无法彻底忘记...
但我会把它当成教训,提醒我自己以后不再犯一样的错...